I WOKE FEELING A BIT UNEASY . I DONT' KNOW WHY SOMETIMES I FEEL THE WAY I DO . MY ANXIETY CAN BE A TOTAL ASSHOLE
REALLY .. IT IS WHAT IT IS AT THIS POINT. THERES NOT MUCH TO EXPECT ANYMORE.
I DON'T UNDERSTAND CERTAIN PATTERNS THAT I HAVE THAT REALLY BOGGLE MY MIND . AS TOO WHY I AM THE WAY I AM .. AS, I WAS READING ; "JUST KIDS BY PATTI SMITH ", THE CHARACTERS SEEM A BIT LOST IN
THAT OPENS up a big picture of what I need to be doing with my life or where do I need to be ...
But in my own mind and the theory that i have come up with is ; What is life if it isn't enjoyed by every experience or what is life if you're not loving what you do . There is this big stigma of what is expected and what you need to be doing by what time on your life . I ask myself why ? Isn't this is OUR OWN life. Can't we just live by our own rules ? Don't we dictate the what ifs and the hows ...
Im not sure where I am getting with this , but what I do know is that I can't measure up to anyone or I won't even dare to try .
We live to experience the world around us as so we see fit . The choices are there to be made by us .
Why does the world complicate our expectancy ?
What if we woke up dead tomorrow . Will it be a waste?
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