For the longest time I wondered what It would be like to not have a husband ....
I wondered if I could survive and how it would impact their lives...
And that is exactly how my life turned
when someone betrays another person things can't possibly end up good , there is no trust anymore the love kind of fades into the abyss...
Existing becomes a chore ...
This all happened two years ago when he walked out on us and left us homeless while he left with the other female...Not caring that we didn't have anything but each other..
In the process I struggled but I came out on top and I will continue to do so ...
See the one thing that I have learned is when men walk out on you , they actually do us a favor ..
Because there is space left for something greater and better ....
It doesn't; seem like that In the moment but as long as we don't forget who needs us and who we need life becomes grand
Those become our kids , and while it's ok for them to see us sad in the moment it's ok for them to see us happy. Everything we do ,we do it for our kids ....
They will mirror me but will be better....
There is always hope and light at the end of the tunnel , it just takes time to be ok ...
Always go through the motions I tell myself , so that I can be a better me today , tomorrow and forever.
