Broke the Ice

   I started school yesterday , and I had so much going on in school online. You'd think that I would be OK with introductions and I could submit any thoughts about who I am over the computer and post. I figured out that , I'm not that great with saying much about myself to strangers. *wink *

My blog is my second home, I'm so comfy saying random things and at times not making any sense, and I'm alright with that . But for school, it seems  different. Especially since I know my professors are reading the context.. It was fun though . I got to meet others with the same majors and stay at home moms. It took me forever to type intros for all three of my classes, ah! but I broke the ice. I'm getting back into the swing of things and I have a tone of work to do .  It's going  be a heck of a ride  this semester. I'm glad I am able to take a computer class for my major  which is "computer science".  Salud! to a new start and an interesting semester. 

This is what I've been doing lately.

what have you been up to ?

xo- yess

A -Lot going on .

                  I'm excited . I wish I could share what I've been working on , but as for now I can't . I soon will. Meanwhile , I'll just tell ya a little bit of what has been going on . well my son has been on vacation this past week and one day. It's been so relaxing around here except for the part where they both got extremely sick. It's sorta passing , but in some way it's still there. With the exception of there sickness we've managed to have a fun family time. We saw the movie Lego, I gotta say hands down it was good from beginning to end, a must see film. It was first in the box office this past week, which I am proud to recommend it . It's an everyone kinda flick, even though the intended  audience is kids , it's all around action packed movie. If you haven't seen it , go watch it. My favorite character is wild style. That's all I'm giving away.

But seriously it's that good.

My family and I celebrated my sisters 41'st birthday. It's was so much fun. There was a little bit  of everything . Food , Laughs, Bonding , and the best moment of the night , rubbing cake all over my sisters face as part of the new time in her life. She was an awesome sport about it. I realized that no matter how bad things got in the past , we are finally living the future together as a family , the only person missing was my oldest nephew . The made carne asada , beans,pasta , rice , and tons of salsa . Awe! how I love my peoples. Man how time has flown all my nephews and nieces are so so big . All and all it was a fun and successful event , and we will be all getting together again for my nieces 19th birthday . I'll try to post photos soon.

I'M nervous .
I start school again . Online classes are so difficult, but there is nothing more satisfying then knowing that I am continuing my education . On top of that , I am opening an online shop . I will be selling vintage one of a kind pieces.  Once it's up in the next week , Ill post a link . What I am looking for is a website that will fix my blog. Like a blog design , I've done some searching , but I just don't know how that stuff works , any recommendations ?

I am open to any blog ideas , thanks for stopping by .

xo- yess

Currently enjoyed moments

                                                     #cocos pies are beyond the best

Being A Ma-ma

Before I became a mother , i never really ever pondered on what it was that i wanted to be when I grew up .I always hear stories about the ultimate dream .  What is the ultimate dream ? I don't think that it really exist when we are small. Or at least that is what it seems to me . I just believe that things happen as our lives move on . We make choices and we do what we want . Maybe, your asking well what does that have to do with being a mom ... It's just that . I don't think that being a mom was my ultimate goal when I was little , I played with dolls and all , but I never wanted to be one. I saw my mother struggle during our up bringing , that I dreaded the idea of ever becoming one.  The thought of  it was my biggest fear, and I always thought that I would suck at it,anyways.  I knew that I wanted to travel the world and just be free. This wasn't exactly what happened. Forward , twenty-five years I had my first son  and that's when all changed. The way I thought and the way I felt. I'm not gonna lie it has been hard , hard in the sense that I don't trust anyone with my kids so I've never been on a solo date with my husband . It's been over five years . I guess no one ever tells you how overprotective you can become , or how untrustworthy humans can be in the eye of a parent.  If that makes any sense. There are the days of fun and nothing but laughter and then there are those days of , shit !.  All in all i can say that my children have taught me a lot , and till this day they still are.  I'm starting to wonder if this what I'm meant to do . If this  is my purpose. Motherhood comes with  territory and with a lot  doing things that at one point in my life I never thought of doing.  I love being a mom . This isn't a job it's a gift that was given to me by the lord. I want to raise my children to be contributors to the world while being respectful young men. Where old traditions meet the new era.  Maybe it's a lot to ask for . I know it's do able.  I love it . (motherhood)  Each day is so different .  Even though I didn't have an ultimate dream , this became  my ultimate blessing.  
 Being called, MOM and hearing the words, I LOVE YOU MOM are the sweetest words in the world .