Yoga and Things

I don't know how it is that I always forget to blog it out . In my head i'm like well this  and this and then I'm already to go  and i get really busy and then thats it , i think i was about to do it and i forget . I have been meaning to come back it's just that so much has been going on lately and school, etc. You guys get it it's life right..

I have however been really up and up with more yoga , it really does make a whole difference in my life. It's so calming , and your just in the moment . I've had my kids all worked up on it and let me tell you kids are natural born yogis , it's the most awesome thing too see. Wish they offered it as an elective for my oldest , but otherwise it's been all good.

Haven turned eight this past Monday and it was a bittersweet day for me, because he's grown up so quick and at the same time I have wondered about where dud the time go .ah! Actually today is my middle child birthday he turns five, he did however make sure to tell me that he wants a big chocolate cake with an xbox control .... hmmm ! hahahah , will see. it's going to be a good day ...birthdays are always fun ..

In other news homeschooling has it's good and its ok moments ..but,  I love that I have my babies near me all day , because one day they will grow up to be adults and do there thing. Sooooooo....

Salud to an awesome Wed. and homeschooling .

What we've been up too!!!

  Today was full of everything ..High and low emotions , and overwhelming findings . Not everything is perfect when we homeschool. Everyday I learn something new from the boys and my daughter.. I enjoy doing what I do , and I rather deal with my children's struggles the have some teacher point them out.  I know it sounds a bit , how do you say the word unconventional to say the least , but i feel that it's whats best... Homeschooling isn't for everyone I'll tell you that but anyone can make it work if they really want too. Where there is a will there is a way.  

In all honesty I am not a fan of the public school system ... Growing up I had so shitty teachers , and guess what I struggled with math so much that as i think of it how in the world did i graduate with that being my worst subject.. i will never know . and many the bullying was worst , i just never turned to my mother to tell her , i lacked that trust and feared what she say...

What many parents and teachers to know is that bullying comes in all kinds of forms and it never goes away , and if parents or teachers are involved it makes things that much worst.. Yeah we can say let them stand for themselves , yeah that's the problem children for the most part a innocent and mean no harm , it's others (kids ) that teach them to create themselves and mold there sense of living for survival . This is common , man do I hear sad stories all the time and the stories are what based on bullying .. There are bullying movements , and this that and the other but as far as I know they don't work .. I rather have my children by me than away .. i know i can't always hover over them or protect them , but while i can I will ... It's not to say that they don't interact with other kids  they do at different settings , the park , church , stores. So  in that aspect I 'm fine .... It's just the bullying that I worry about and the fact that also this generation seems way to ahead of themselves if you know what i mean... all in all , it's been on crazy day We closed out school doing yoga .Now, On to a new chapter in our book of homeschool...

peace-yess

Still...........

Weekend wrap up!

              Woke up this morning back into my crazy ass morning routine aka just waking up for nothing, and man was it a busy weekend(full of  good , bad and the ugly) ...  I'm not use to getting up early in the morning on a Saturday  like 4 am ..... just to get my hustle on ... but this Saturday i did .. and guess what i made some money . Every 6 months up in association where my brother lives they have a yearly community yard sale , and well since i moved near by i was part of it .. it was cool selling my junk for a quarter , i mean it's change that we need when we pay something anyway so i didn't mind selling my clothes a fridge (no that one went for more than a quarter) hahah bikes , etc. And all I can say it was fun and inspiring , well because I've never had aspired to owning a home , and that whole bit but there are just so many opportunities when owning a home , that I have made it my mission to save to get one one day . I thought how cool is this selling shit i don't need ... you know that saying " someones trash is another persons treasure", it was a cool little family event and it made my Saturday fly... there was a couple other incidents that weren't good at the end .. which was a bummer.............

in every family we have issues and disagreements , but when is enough is enough ... at some point after the yard sale i felt shitty .. i know what a quick way too kill the moment and change the tune , but in all honesty I'm still feeling the effects.... it's some hurtful shit !!

Why are there and why do fucked up people exist in ones family??? like why ?? can't that be left out for the world to be that way .... this idea of family unity ,to me is only momentarily , because there is always that person in the family who thinks they are better than you and everyone  in many ways. Or ones that don't allow you to speak because your rhetoric is not good enough . quite frankly it wouldn't matter had this person meant shit too me , but maybe i m shit too them and that's why they treat me as such .. there are other things also , but i guess the best thing too do is too stay away ..steer clear of the drama.  Ugh ! i hate talking or even bringing things like these up , but this is the only outlet that doesn't judge me .  sorry i just had too somewhat vent ...

In other news , Sunday was full of tacos and lots and lots of football. The colts lost and  in my opinion its the coaching staffs fault. How??  the offense and defense have a coach, so do special teams etc. And when a quarter back is being hit , sacked  over and over and there is no protection for him than there is where the problem lys .... The quarterback does what the coach says , and if there is a way to move out of the pocket to and make a pass to a receiver that will be successful and also not get hit why not do so , but my QB Andrew Luck has been staying in the pocket , and i am assuming it's the coaches call .... but man they are grilling us out in the field , the jaguars are suppose to be one of the worst teams in the league and yet we looked like a bunch of rookies... i don't know but my heart was broken this weekend...I'm still trying to wrap my head around it .. alright , alright back to doing laundry before my children wake up .. and going to get some water and other little things ..

peace-

yess