Sunday, October 29, 2017
Life Lately........
I woke up with my phone in mind. ( because i always loose it and i need it for work )
I hate getting up and feeling worried and than loosing my sleep .
I've been so busy with work and homeschool , that in that process I'm loosing my sleep .
In the day Im drinking a venti Starbucks americano , which is about two cups of coffee.
I can't fight coffee off and I will never . It's my bff. Literally . I can do with out almost anything , but coffee is my jam .
Also i have been on a reading binge.
As of now I am reading A stephen king novel called bazaar stories. I think I will be sinking into sleeping beauties, the audible is amazing . SO i know this book is a go get getter.
I have a goal a book a week .
I have other books in mind to start, but I love to know and learn things as I go .
Sometimes I like unconventional reading .
My house is turned upside down. Men and babysitting don't mix , but he's helping me so thats a bonus . ( Alex thanks for everything ) wink * wink
I seem to
vanish and come back .
I will tell you that I have some stories related to the work I do.
Here goes one and it's a sad one so get those tissues out .
So , where I work we have something called routes , we deliver to different parts of the cities and switch areas from time to time.
Right , now I am working in an area called hemet.
It's like a old school meets new school area.
However , there is one thing that seems common there is, drugs.
It's visible.
You see people laid out in dry grass fields, I even delivered to a house where a lady was separating some needles with and orange cap. It was a scary moment.
I've lived in the ghettto, but this is something so different. Because it's so open . These situations are in the light of everyone who visits this area.
No it's not all bad. I have just been working in that area for the past three weeks.
At the end of the day I wrap it up with a very nice neighborhood .
All in all , when you do what I do there seems kind of this learning life curve . IF that makes any sense. Your taken out of your comfort zone , but you have an open state of mind.
Dealing with this stuff is nuts mentally , but it's the approach.
And , as much as there are scary times, i enjoy what I do.
people are people .
alrighty well see you later. Good night.
I hate getting up and feeling worried and than loosing my sleep .
I've been so busy with work and homeschool , that in that process I'm loosing my sleep .
In the day Im drinking a venti Starbucks americano , which is about two cups of coffee.
I can't fight coffee off and I will never . It's my bff. Literally . I can do with out almost anything , but coffee is my jam .
Also i have been on a reading binge.
As of now I am reading A stephen king novel called bazaar stories. I think I will be sinking into sleeping beauties, the audible is amazing . SO i know this book is a go get getter.
I have a goal a book a week .
I have other books in mind to start, but I love to know and learn things as I go .
Sometimes I like unconventional reading .
My house is turned upside down. Men and babysitting don't mix , but he's helping me so thats a bonus . ( Alex thanks for everything ) wink * wink
I seem to
vanish and come back .
I will tell you that I have some stories related to the work I do.
Here goes one and it's a sad one so get those tissues out .
So , where I work we have something called routes , we deliver to different parts of the cities and switch areas from time to time.
Right , now I am working in an area called hemet.
It's like a old school meets new school area.
However , there is one thing that seems common there is, drugs.
It's visible.
You see people laid out in dry grass fields, I even delivered to a house where a lady was separating some needles with and orange cap. It was a scary moment.
I've lived in the ghettto, but this is something so different. Because it's so open . These situations are in the light of everyone who visits this area.
No it's not all bad. I have just been working in that area for the past three weeks.
At the end of the day I wrap it up with a very nice neighborhood .
All in all , when you do what I do there seems kind of this learning life curve . IF that makes any sense. Your taken out of your comfort zone , but you have an open state of mind.
Dealing with this stuff is nuts mentally , but it's the approach.
And , as much as there are scary times, i enjoy what I do.
people are people .
alrighty well see you later. Good night.
Wednesday, October 4, 2017
the scene
Spiritual Revolution
Each and everyday we hear horrifying things going on in the world.
I sit back and think something has too change. Then I step back , the only way something will change in this world is we change our views about the world.
There so much hatred over blinded perspective of what and who others are. I mean really it's not until you meet or come across someone whom you've been told should be disliked that our manner in which we deal with them changes. How we approach them , what words we can use to find a common ground.
John Lennon always spoke about love and how the world would be a better place if we all just loved each other , where there is love there is peace.
That's a beautiful thing, but it's deeper than that . Time has really changed since the Lennon days.
I'm surely not implying that things can't be this great , but change has to start from us. Each individual , in separate moments.
This blog post I hope can help change some perspective on others, and what we have been told about others.
See , the one thing that we have been instilled is hate for skin color, religion, etc. It's all over the news what , who, what , where, why, how come, point blank.
When we grow as individuals , all this other stuff comes and goes and is never taken too heart.
Growth is power, which can turn into a spiritual revolution .
If you know what and who you are , nothing ever implied can affect you. When you believe in humanity , when you believe in hope , the world is yours.
No , nothing is easy if that were the case the world struggle wouldn't exist.
Things happen , and maybe as we experience things yeah , a change in perspective can occur , but it's your reaction that evolves .
We can't decided not to pick apples only because some look rotten. SO to speak .
In this time , this moment , is when the HUMAN RACE needs to unite..
Unity is power .
I leave you with this hope.
p.s.s. thoughts.
I sit back and think something has too change. Then I step back , the only way something will change in this world is we change our views about the world.
There so much hatred over blinded perspective of what and who others are. I mean really it's not until you meet or come across someone whom you've been told should be disliked that our manner in which we deal with them changes. How we approach them , what words we can use to find a common ground.
John Lennon always spoke about love and how the world would be a better place if we all just loved each other , where there is love there is peace.
That's a beautiful thing, but it's deeper than that . Time has really changed since the Lennon days.
I'm surely not implying that things can't be this great , but change has to start from us. Each individual , in separate moments.
This blog post I hope can help change some perspective on others, and what we have been told about others.
See , the one thing that we have been instilled is hate for skin color, religion, etc. It's all over the news what , who, what , where, why, how come, point blank.
When we grow as individuals , all this other stuff comes and goes and is never taken too heart.
Growth is power, which can turn into a spiritual revolution .
If you know what and who you are , nothing ever implied can affect you. When you believe in humanity , when you believe in hope , the world is yours.
No , nothing is easy if that were the case the world struggle wouldn't exist.
Things happen , and maybe as we experience things yeah , a change in perspective can occur , but it's your reaction that evolves .
We can't decided not to pick apples only because some look rotten. SO to speak .
In this time , this moment , is when the HUMAN RACE needs to unite..
Unity is power .
I leave you with this hope.
p.s.s. thoughts.
Tuesday, October 3, 2017
Many Reasons
Just the other day while on the job , I was having a conversation with my boss about totally random things.
From football , soccer, to work related , twitter and medical research , yeah all that gave a turn into a study I read about .
It implied the reason why us women need more sleeping time , and how we are great multitasks humans being contrary to our counter parts.
He gave me this blank stare, and nodded no women just like to do more things than men.
OK , I had too stop it right there.
Look , I am all about gender equality and what not the fact of the matter is that women are just better at doing a lot of things at once. We don't realize it until we are a parent , but it's in our nature. We are stronger than men for other things that's for sure, so in my mind I believe that we are the awessomist , and even if i wasn't a women I would still believe this.
Some people don't like this and for the most part it's men who defer. Hear me out , we are just good at what we do just as you are are what you do.
In my experience , I go to school, clean , work, wash , watch my kids , grocery shop and homes school my kids. This is everyday . Oh and I have to pay the bills on top of that. Thinking about what too cook, for him and my kids , make sure they are as healthy as possible is my job . Same goes when they are sick , I am a nurse, teacher , cook , driver, maid, mother etc. Our tittles are endless, even if men don't want to admit it.
In the end both genders bring something to the table but being a women just takes a lot more out of us , than men .
As for how I have notice men have a difficult time doing what the need to , ill give you an example.
So there was a time when I ask Alex to change the kids and feed them while showered, he took on the duty , and it was s funny. After I got out of the shower , the eggs were burnt the pancake mix was so thick that the pancakes were burning and the kids weren't dressed at all . He said he was confused to what needed to be done .
I couldn't stop laughing . It just goes too show how badass women are ...
One thing men are physical built to do tough things like, carry loads, or just crazy manual labor , and other things I will give them that .
But honestly we are over looked , and the fact that this medical study showed just what I've thought always makes me that much prouder to me a women.
The funny thing was that after I pointed all these facts too my boss, he acknowledge what I was saying . He totally agreed, he didn't have too but it's all about perspective ...
What do you think ? on the topic .....
are women the stronger species ?
-yess
From football , soccer, to work related , twitter and medical research , yeah all that gave a turn into a study I read about .
It implied the reason why us women need more sleeping time , and how we are great multitasks humans being contrary to our counter parts.
He gave me this blank stare, and nodded no women just like to do more things than men.
OK , I had too stop it right there.
Look , I am all about gender equality and what not the fact of the matter is that women are just better at doing a lot of things at once. We don't realize it until we are a parent , but it's in our nature. We are stronger than men for other things that's for sure, so in my mind I believe that we are the awessomist , and even if i wasn't a women I would still believe this.
Some people don't like this and for the most part it's men who defer. Hear me out , we are just good at what we do just as you are are what you do.
In my experience , I go to school, clean , work, wash , watch my kids , grocery shop and homes school my kids. This is everyday . Oh and I have to pay the bills on top of that. Thinking about what too cook, for him and my kids , make sure they are as healthy as possible is my job . Same goes when they are sick , I am a nurse, teacher , cook , driver, maid, mother etc. Our tittles are endless, even if men don't want to admit it.
In the end both genders bring something to the table but being a women just takes a lot more out of us , than men .
As for how I have notice men have a difficult time doing what the need to , ill give you an example.
So there was a time when I ask Alex to change the kids and feed them while showered, he took on the duty , and it was s funny. After I got out of the shower , the eggs were burnt the pancake mix was so thick that the pancakes were burning and the kids weren't dressed at all . He said he was confused to what needed to be done .
I couldn't stop laughing . It just goes too show how badass women are ...
One thing men are physical built to do tough things like, carry loads, or just crazy manual labor , and other things I will give them that .
But honestly we are over looked , and the fact that this medical study showed just what I've thought always makes me that much prouder to me a women.
The funny thing was that after I pointed all these facts too my boss, he acknowledge what I was saying . He totally agreed, he didn't have too but it's all about perspective ...
What do you think ? on the topic .....
are women the stronger species ?
-yess
Days
I am one of those persons who loves taking picture of anything and everything . One of the awesome of things that I've discovered is how beautiful and endless some places are. The perspective always seems different.
Obviously right ?
I have the tendency of observing everything . Whether it be Tree , a Sign a bench or nature , I feel in tune and incline to snap away and then compile all of my pictures . Oh , and because I always forget my camera , i am like thank goodness for my iPhone.
It's not the same that's for sure. Almost.
Old school photography is alive and well but sometimes it saddens me with phone take over.
In anyway, here are some simple photographs of my sporadic journey.
WINE COUNTRY ( THERE IS SO MUCH BLISS)
just a bit for a change.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
-
I'm not a normal human being my feelings are beyond what I can understand sometimes i hate being alive and sometimes I don't m...
-
I'm not a fan of Mondays, never have and never will be . When this day comes around , all I wanna do is hide under the covers go to slee...