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Have you ever wondered what is your purpose in life?

Or ever felt like there is something that you are suppose to do and aren't fulfilling it, but don't know really what it is?

It's funny how the universe works at the time of our birth , like we are here for A REASON, but what clues have we seen to know that this is our purpose; I know that we all have something too do here on earth , but I get confused all the time because, I have no clue what I am suppose to be full filling. (blank stare)

Like is it when you really have a passion for that something  and just really enjoy  that something that   is what your suppose to fulfill and is that your purpose ? ( do I make sense ?)

I keep thinking every day how I am suppose to live or who I am suppose to be , I am a something thirty year old who is still clueless , is that a fair way to say it " clueless".

It's like I am always rolling with the punches , but I still end up feeling so empty  why?

Nothing is suppose to feel that way  or be this way. Life is self explanatory so why the fuck do I feel unfulfilled ? 

There are days that I stare at the window , and feel a sense of sadness.

Fuck , it's bothersome  and so shitty.

One of the things is that, I love music and in someway this helps me out, not to surrender to these bad thoughts about life.

See I don't hate life , at times were boxing it out for  survival , but I am grateful ...

SO tell me is it just me , or do you believe we have a higher purpose on this earth???

peace-
yess