Blabs // Words

I think today is a bit different , I am not sure if its the weather or things are clearing up . Either way good morning world. I woke feeling grounded , and a bit less junkie ...

Sometimes things don't add up in my heart but in my head they make sense  without  question my prerogative .

I'm not sure if any of this is considered normal , but overtime when i  write things and (make mental notes) to tell myself that  this will be  OK , and  to try to be care free . Without overwhelming  myself.

  In reality life doesn't always makes sense , the energy that's out in the world is tumultuous and stressful. Maybe it's that . Who knows for sure but there are just days that are full of light , and free.

Being,  away from social media is like detoxing .  There is always this agenda with the media world that changes the way we look at our lives and the perspective ..

Why does it even exist ?? It does more harm than good I believe .

Yesterday , was a day of busy work , schooling and over thinking ..

I keep having some odd dreams that don't allow me to rest peacefully , maybe they come from a subconscious place or it's just some Bullshit ..

I tried looking for work yesterday and guess how that went ?? NOTHING BAD UNABLE TO COMPLETE THE TASK .


I AM  not sure why I even keep fooling myself to work ,  I  have had BS little jobs but the worst one was UBER /LYFT .. It's odd how people can just do it . My problem is the fact that I pick up energies and the  feelings  some people either get me nervous , anxious  or they suck the life out of me ....  ODD??

Will in other news what do you guys think of STEVIE NICKS??

peace ,
yess