Sunday, September 16, 2018

Shitttt

For the past couple of years in California has been very tough in every single way .

It is crazy ridiculous how expensive this state is getting really . Somewhere I read that in order to survive in here somewhat comfortably you need to be making more than 20 dollars and Hour, what no job pays that  without a degree... And lets just not talk about education cost. its' insane.......

How are regular people like me suppose to survive, I have an idea how about 3 jobs , attend school and continue to struggle ... No wonder there are a ton of people  living in one apartment or even a house ...

With all this said these are times for a change , in which poverty  should not exist  but this  country begs to differ...

I work for a sub contracted company for amazon , and as a driver the days are long and the pay is bonkers.. We run in and out of vans for over ten hours and my knees are killing me at the end of the day . My day starts if from 280-290 packages, with up to 220 stops driving a big van , it's crazy ... Whats the upside , you work on your own and deal with zero to some people . Otherwise it's nuts. A lot of drivers quit do to the pressure and high demand of amazon .  We have no insurance  and people who work in this line of work are very prone to injury .... How is any of this ok ?? Demand , customer service and necessity .... but thats life.... right ??

Work Hard ... Period...

Another thing is it's kinda the only thing that can make life work .... living with other family members.

In my situation I can really only rely on my mother (tears)
she is my rock , and without her I am nothing . She has been my support system morally , and as I look at the situation that I am , Im just stunned how she has been there and never turned on me.

I hate this fucking struggle , I know I am not the only one.  This country is full of folks who are in this position , and I feel you it's depressing not having what you need to survive...I am almost thinking of moving to mexico so i can survive this shit.....

However, I am hopeful that I can change my situation whatever it may be ...

heres a jam that I love and hate ...

it makes me cry.. but laugh makes sense good night!
peace- yess


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