WTF Mondays!

Woke this morning , my first thought " coffee". You know it's just one of those days that I am just like , "gimme some coffee (zombie mode)." Of course, I got my butt out of bed and drove into the mornings mist. Shit , it's Monday? oh yeah , lets do this )attitude not intended.<===

hahahh. inside joke . well it's Monday and I have become a drag. ugh!

I fell asleep so early last night . I don't know what hit me.  It has become just one of those days and I am thinking on starting a Monday post called wtf it's Monday. what do you think , to graphic? nah maybe just right.  and craft post Tuesdays....hey I am finding my one direction........( aircraft thought)

So here it goes....

wtf Mondays! <===== exclamation and all. yeeha!

Here is what is kinda troubling . I am in search of a job (yeeeeeh)! but guess what ?  the only thing I've worked in is retail, warehouse and an ice cream parlor. (lame ).  And the job search is hectic ..... why ? because I have such a narrow  work field , that I am feeling a bit stupid. I want a good job. It's that time in my life where a retail job isn't gonna pay the bills. Well only for the gas. and with living expenses here in California  (it sucks).

School , yeah I am in school. but that isn't gonna be fully done until maybe in two and maybe three years.  that's a long time...... and meanwhile what should I do? ( i ask myself this)... now a days no one really hires without experience or education... ( i graduated high school , that's education) but I mean being in hundreds of dollars in debt kinda of education. or going into a trade school worth about forty grand.  And yet what kinda job can I get ? I've heard different things like, get a job that will make you happy or study something that's gonna pay you well. ( this is confusing) different ideas, and thoughts and I am back at zero.  yeah , i am still looking for a job. and I will keep searching .

no matter what .

I hate how money is always an issue for everything. 

but i am hopeful that , ill score my dream job, that's well paid, while still going to school. faith is strength.  so no matter what the deal is with my retail rap sheet, employers I am coming for you.. (my loud self motivation)

my outlet of hope.