Natal Self..I am trying to figure myself out..

 I am often asked what makes me feel so fucked up ? (blank stare)

If I am honest , I don't know .

One of the things that I tried looking up was my zodiac sign birth chart , and as far as I know my sign is for the most part melancholic.

The sun rules over me with my venus being scorpio. Ill post on here this chart..

And if I am honest I believe in zodiac signs and celestial things.

Zodiac : Tropical
	Sun		Capricorn	6°31'
	Moon		Scorpio	2°33'
	Mercury		Capricorn	12°18'	R
	Venus		Scorpio	26°07'
	Mars		Libra	22°58'
	Jupiter		Sagittarius	25°13'
	Saturn		Scorpio	13°41'
	Uranus		Sagittarius	10°58'
	Neptune		Sagittarius	29°15'
	Pluto		Scorpio	1°43'
	Lilith		Pisces	1°54'
	Asc node		Gemini	15°45'

Your Personal Natal Chart

Capricorns can sometimes be rather lonely people, although they rarely let it show. They are often a little reserved--even standoffish. This is generally because they value all things practical, and they'll seldom wear their emotions on their sleeves, unless they have a particularly flamboyant Moon sign. This is a sign that is surely the most resourceful of the zodiac. To some, Capricorns come across as unimaginative, but they can be enormously creative when it comes to the material world. They are generally very capable people with a strong sense of tradition and responsibility. 

(https://astro.cafeastrology.com/natal.ph)

Most of what I've read on myself is right on .. There are a lot of things that are like oh shit ..

check it out   This helps me understand myself more deeply..