I've Been Gone

SO MUCH SHIT HAS BEEN GOING ON . I KNOW THAT IT'S NOT  A GOOD IDEA , BUT I SHOULD WARN YOU , ITS PRETTY DARN CRAZY  AND SAD AT THE SAME TIME HAHA.

FIRST , I WAS COMPUTERLESS WAIT IS THAT EVEN A WORD. COMPUTER LESS EHM!  MAYBE NOT , MY INTERNET SUCKS. AND WELL DOING VBLOGS JUST WASN'T ON MY MOJO AGENDA.

A LOT OF PERSONAL FUCKED UP SHIT REALLY GOT MY LIFE INTO SHAMS. BUT THAT WAS AND IS WAY TOO MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT THAT.

THE WEATHER HAS BEEN SO CRAZY HERE IN THE VALLEY , I STOPPPED DOING YOGA , I WENT THROUGH SUCH A TRAGEDY THAT I LOST MY MOJO. I'M TRYING TO GET BACK INTO IT JUST CAUSE'  TIS THE RIGHT THING.

FOR NOW IM JUST SINKING INTO MY DEPRESSION FILLED BY COFFEE AND BOOKSS. YEAH I SAID IT . I HAVE BEEN HAVING SO MUCH DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY . IT'S HORRIBLE
LIKE WTF MOMENT EVERY OTHER DAY . HEY REAL TALK I'M NOT SUPPOSE TO FEEL LIKE THIS , IM HEALTHY GOD HAS BEEN GOOD , SO WHY THE FEEL LIKE THIS .

GUESS WHAT ? IT'S SOMETHING THAT I CAN'T EXPLAIN . IT JUST HAPPENS , AND LET ME TELL YOU THE CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE IS REAL . AND IT AIN'T GOIN NOWHERE.

CHOCLATE IS BOSS REALLY. THE OLDER YOU GET , SOUR PUNCH CANDIES BECOME THE THING OF ONES PAST AND IT'S LIKE "HELLLLO DARK CHOCOLATE WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFE" OBVIOUSLY IT'S BEEN THERE ALL ALONG BUT JUST NEVER DISCOVERED BY ME TILL NOW.

RIGHT NOW IM TOTALLY OBSESSED WITH SCRATCHERS. YES I AM A TOTAL 1$ GAMBLER , I'LL SPEND FIVE OF THOSE 3TIMES IN A MONTH. AND SO ILL JUST SAVE MY WINNINGS FOR THE REAL DEAL *WINK *WINK

I CAN SAY WITH ALL HONESTY .....

I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH SOME FUCKED UP SHIT.

BUT I'VE COME TO REALIZE , IT FEELS THAT WAY  BUT IN ALL REALITY THERE ARE OTHERS HAVING IT HARDER... AND I SNAP OUT OF THIS FUNK.'

SOON ILL BE MAKING REAL CHEESE aka MONEY.  SO LETS SEE IF IT ALL WORKS OUT.

WELL TILL LATER. STAY SAFE ...