Sunday, August 4, 2013

Stoked: New Beginings and ideals of the mind

way before Christmas , i chopped off all my hair in wake of a new time in my life.
There is just so much going on in my life. I am sure living a life of sometimes hardship and strife. I mean who doesn't. But after the storm comes the calm wind. (my own so to speak saying).
With crazy transitions, new ideas , and firm mind sets it's that time . to turn over a new leaf. I never thought I'd get to this place .I am here . I am living the present.and in the now I want to stay . I've come a long way spiritually and solely to feel full. It's really hard to explain at times where i am coming from . understatements throw me off, and this is the best I could do. While making drastic decisions, and deciding what is in the best interest of my little family, maybe I kinda decided to give myself this. a moment of subtle reflection. stability and quite calmness. that at one time or another I sort of fall off from. the fact that I am alone 24-7 makes me a tad bit crazy , but centered.(if that makes any sense).the circle of life i live in is hopefully coming back full circle with light and a lot of great energy. my emotions are a traveling gypsy. I've conquered the good the bad and the ugly . And in conclusion I've come up with "this is now my time to follow this dream".

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