I mean why not right? I've heard this and have lived this saying but seriously , it was an eye opener yesterday.
Orion got so sick .. from the moment I took those last pictures to yesterday , he had a non stop fever , and a bump in his mouth. At the same time I was wondering , "what happened?
How can one day make such a difference . We didn't do anything major but go out in my min backyard and blow bubbles etc. Then we came in the house and that was that . After a long sleepless night , I slept with my baby all day, and so did dad and brother. They accompanied me in the struggle of no sleep and super worrisome night. From laughing to enjoying the day before to very sad faces. wow!
If there is one thing every parent feels pain about is this , a sick child.
I hate feeling like I couldn't help him , I wanted his pain , my soul was shattered by what I was seeing.
Frankly, I just wanted to yesterday to be a nightmare and wake up. Things can get really complex when I have found myself in this situation.
My faith really helps me calm my mind and pray to my god. Even though I feel like an ungrateful child to him and forever ask for forgiveness, he never leaves my side . That i do believe .Crazy as it sounds its reality.
Thankfully , today we were able to see his doctor and shed some light on what is going on . and what had happened.
After all of that we had a good evening . God is Good!
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