First Day Of School

 

one of the hardest times . i never thought this day would come so soon. It was surreal. bittersweet. H first day of school. where did the time go. at first he was excited , then he started making excuses. First he coughed and said that he was sick, so he couldn't go to school. Then he said it was closed. Lastly , he was scared. I think that the fear of me not being there is what sets us apart when it comes to having an Independence from each other. I know that days before and even months before I anticipated  and yet really wished that this day wouldn't come. I cried so much . It's difficult for me to let go of my kids. I am afraid of the world and what it has to offer. I have no choice. But we still managed to survive it. When I walked away , my heart broke into a million pieces. This moment dawns on me so much . because this will become his journey for the next twelve years. I am wishing for the best . Praying to God that he takes good care of my little guy. And as we picked him up , he said he liked it , and that he had fun.  He is really looking forward to going back everyday. It's a good feeling when your child is able to accept a very drastic change. I know he will do just fine. and it makes me happy if he's happy.