Need of a change : Semi-Raw

it's not unusual. I guess my day went kinda bonkers yesterday. In the wake of wanting to stay a bit , sane. The world sorta collapsed on my shoulder for a quick minute. As you know anyone can knock you down, it's the matter of getting up and dusting yourself off. Think positive and move forward. <-- yeah this sums up my Monday.

I am wanting to start a crafty Tuesday post .  Still in the works. That is just gonna have to wait , at least for now.

Well, yesterday experimented eating fruits and veggies as my dinner. I sorta want a new way of life without the carbs , and maybe once in a while is OK. I follow a lot of fruities and super healthy eaters on instagram. And I came across a women name Kristina from fully raw. she is so inspiring . I think I kinda lack of words when describing her. I was honestly move by her reasons for living whole raw and how she has helped her community on behalf of her change. I don't think that many people can inspire me as much as she has.  I know that before all of this . I'd intended to stay a vegetarian . And well as much as this was fun , it was a struggling journey for me . The weight the carbs and the no meat, eating imitation flavored gosh knows what. In some way I am looking for a change . Healthier and more self help kinda change. Not only for myself , but for my family. Being aware of what the world brings to our children , in my opinion is scary on all ends. How often is it that ghetto neighborhoods have these markets full of super cheap fruits , veggies, meats, and yet they look gross. Over fertilized, meats full of antibiotics and what ever else is put into the pieces of meat only so they can make a buck . It's really sad, but this is America for you . I always ask people why not organic , local grown produce in every store. ( i get a blank response ). I don't know the answer. Regardless , I think all of our children need this as an option. I don't think many realize that as cheap as something can be . it can also cost you more in the long run. For a fact I know that I will make a change  for my kids . After discovering Fully Raw Kristina, this has opened my eyes, to make a change and save my kids from future health problems. ( at least try ) . this story is so heart moving that , i made a small change last night.

We ate a big plate full of Kale, Strawberries,Grapes,Apples, Bananas. Man , were we full .Satisfying .and very pleased. We felt really good after. 

Now this will be a journey for me. And in this journey of going semi-fully raw ill post on here and stuff. I tried the Vegetarian way and that really was Good. But this can be better. right? i think so .  While it's all said and done , I hope to have my weight back in a more controlled manner.