it's been hectic around here (sure has) but it helps my days go by fast. With so much on my mind , I have little to no time (not complaining, just saying) I have Havens school on my mind , moving, school, switching into a vegetarian and on top of that my insomnia sucks more then ever. A little thing here and there at times doesn't make sense, but in my head it does. Also trying to expand my blog (but not knowing how) and just giving it time.
Anyways, your probably wondering the whole vegetarian thing. Well I am kinda trying it out to see how I like it .. I just started and it's not as hard as I thought it would be . Because, first of all we only eat meat three times a week and most of the time I skip it . But I thought why not for health reasons, I won't impose it on my family . I am so against it , I just feel like the older we get we should have the choice to do things . I hate being told what to do in this sense per say, but that's me.Until they are ready or feel the need to change , then they can decide.
I am adjusting well and loving it, I love shopping for veggies anyways so i find this pleasing. I think the only kind hard part is not eating cheese, ( i don't drink cow milk ) but cheese is my obsession. I haven't ate tofu because I don't know how to cook it .... So I am doing my Homework on that. And then eggs I have to second guess that after something disturbing , that happened to me . I normally buy eggs from Ralph's and I have never had a problem . That is until Saturday. While cracking open the eggs and putting them in a pan something reddish dry came out , like a scab. I took it out to examine and seen that it was blood from the egg it was the size of my finger nail. My stomach began to turn and I started thinking why is this happening , how gross (but its reality). With mixed feelings I started some new eggs for my boys and chose not to eat them. Instead I had oatmeal with Almond milk and slices of apples, strawberries and bananas. I know I am being a little delicate , and i am not liking it. ( it takes time ) i keep telling myself.
It was just awkward...... ( there was no point) I will continue to cook meat for my kids and that would be that. Transitions are always hard but are good. makes a bit of sense right..
On anther note, I finally saw the school that I want to take my son too. (it's beautiful and a bit secluded) It's by lake Mathews ... It looks secure and I got a good vibe from it (plus it's scores are amazing) I am still looking around for more options the time is so close , and I am doing things with time so I won't be rushing . I am looking forward to this new page in our family book. I also start school again after taking a semester off.
as for my insomnia, i am not sure what to do . I hope once it all slows down a bit so will my brain .wink.wink
Sunday Ramble . have a good one.
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