Life Lately........

I woke up  with my phone in mind. ( because i always loose it and i need it for work )

I hate getting up and feeling worried  and than loosing my sleep .

I've been so busy with work and homeschool , that in that process I'm loosing my sleep .

In the day Im drinking a venti Starbucks americano , which is about two cups of coffee.

I can't fight coffee off and I will never . It's my bff. Literally . I can do with out almost anything , but coffee is my jam .

Also i have been on a reading binge.

As of now I am reading A stephen king novel called bazaar stories. I think I will be sinking into sleeping beauties, the audible is amazing . SO i know this book is a go get getter.

I have a goal a book a week .

I have other books in mind to start, but I love to know and learn things as I go .

Sometimes I like unconventional reading .

My house is turned upside down.  Men and babysitting don't mix , but he's helping me so thats a bonus . ( Alex thanks for everything ) wink * wink

I seem to
 vanish and come back .

I will tell you that I have some stories related to the work I do.

Here goes one and it's a sad one so get those tissues out .

So , where I work we have something called routes , we deliver to different parts of the cities and switch areas from time to time.

Right , now I am working in an area called hemet.

It's like a old school meets new school area.

However ,  there is one thing that seems common  there is, drugs.
 It's visible.

You see people laid out in dry grass fields, I even delivered to a house where a lady was separating some needles with and orange cap. It was a scary moment.

I've lived in the ghettto, but this is something so different.  Because it's so open . These situations are in the light of everyone who visits this area.

No it's not all bad. I have just been working in that area for the past three weeks.

At the end of the day I wrap it up with a very nice neighborhood .

All in all , when you do what I do  there seems kind of this learning life curve . IF that makes any sense. Your taken out of your comfort zone , but you have an open state of mind.

Dealing with this stuff is nuts mentally , but it's the approach.


And , as much as there are scary times, i enjoy what I do.

people are people .

alrighty well see you later. Good night.