Sunday, January 6, 2019

I was hoping for something better

I'M LOST FOR WORDS IN THIS POST. BUT AS MY FATE AND ANXIETY HAVE IT I WILL POUR MY HEART OUT AS MUCH AS I CAN .

IT'S JUST BETTER TO WRITE DOWN MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS TO THE WORLD OF THE UNKNOWN .

Around November Alex lost his job so rapidly . It was the most heart breaking time I went through so much emotional anxiety like never before. In my head I was like  , what am I going to do ? My three babies, oh my goodness....

And, like that I decided to move  in with a family member paying 700.00  dollars for  their second dinning room area.  Also their downstairs half restroom. Man it's has been the hardest two months ever.  The non stop criticism , over non sense . I have had it up to here . Wow, it's exhausting living in a place where your hated for being you and speaking your mind when there is so much unjust ..

I'm not the type of person who sees things and doesn't say anything .

Im dying inside with all of this . It's just the worst feeling if you ask me . 

Being a mother of three , I shouldn't be in this position . And I am no longer .

How can  people kick a person when she is down  and has lost everything ?? 

You can see where I am going with this and I am out of options. 

The universe always has something up it's sleeve.

Good Night!!

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