Weekend wrap up!

              Woke up this morning back into my crazy ass morning routine aka just waking up for nothing, and man was it a busy weekend(full of  good , bad and the ugly) ...  I'm not use to getting up early in the morning on a Saturday  like 4 am ..... just to get my hustle on ... but this Saturday i did .. and guess what i made some money . Every 6 months up in association where my brother lives they have a yearly community yard sale , and well since i moved near by i was part of it .. it was cool selling my junk for a quarter , i mean it's change that we need when we pay something anyway so i didn't mind selling my clothes a fridge (no that one went for more than a quarter) hahah bikes , etc. And all I can say it was fun and inspiring , well because I've never had aspired to owning a home , and that whole bit but there are just so many opportunities when owning a home , that I have made it my mission to save to get one one day . I thought how cool is this selling shit i don't need ... you know that saying " someones trash is another persons treasure", it was a cool little family event and it made my Saturday fly... there was a couple other incidents that weren't good at the end .. which was a bummer.............

in every family we have issues and disagreements , but when is enough is enough ... at some point after the yard sale i felt shitty .. i know what a quick way too kill the moment and change the tune , but in all honesty I'm still feeling the effects.... it's some hurtful shit !!

Why are there and why do fucked up people exist in ones family??? like why ?? can't that be left out for the world to be that way .... this idea of family unity ,to me is only momentarily , because there is always that person in the family who thinks they are better than you and everyone  in many ways. Or ones that don't allow you to speak because your rhetoric is not good enough . quite frankly it wouldn't matter had this person meant shit too me , but maybe i m shit too them and that's why they treat me as such .. there are other things also , but i guess the best thing too do is too stay away ..steer clear of the drama.  Ugh ! i hate talking or even bringing things like these up , but this is the only outlet that doesn't judge me .  sorry i just had too somewhat vent ...

In other news , Sunday was full of tacos and lots and lots of football. The colts lost and  in my opinion its the coaching staffs fault. How??  the offense and defense have a coach, so do special teams etc. And when a quarter back is being hit , sacked  over and over and there is no protection for him than there is where the problem lys .... The quarterback does what the coach says , and if there is a way to move out of the pocket to and make a pass to a receiver that will be successful and also not get hit why not do so , but my QB Andrew Luck has been staying in the pocket , and i am assuming it's the coaches call .... but man they are grilling us out in the field , the jaguars are suppose to be one of the worst teams in the league and yet we looked like a bunch of rookies... i don't know but my heart was broken this weekend...I'm still trying to wrap my head around it .. alright , alright back to doing laundry before my children wake up .. and going to get some water and other little things ..

peace-

yess