Baby Days: Transition

I'm not sure what it is , or whats in the air, but I'm having a not so happy moment with my baby Orion.  It's like if he's mad at me, or is just bothered, or maybe is just teething. It's been a little crazy around the house these past couple of months, and I'm starting to wonder if it's even normal. Or maybe, I'm just being paranoid.. I honestly don't recall my oldest having such a hard time, or maybe he did. It's been so long , and I'm needing all the patience in the world, just to try to keep the house neat and calm..A long shot maybe, but It's always worth the try. The terrible twos might not even exist with Orion...In the hope for a change to be a good mom, I ask myself how much can be too much ?... As crazy as this all sounds , I've been here before , but I can't come to terms on how to go about this baby stage.. You would think, that after the first born I would know all that there is to know. The reality is, that all kids are truly different and not everything works for each child the same.

As I am writing this, I just recalled something a nurse told me , that is now making sense. She mention that her kids where the same age as my baby , but they are twins. And that she was having a great deal of trouble with them. the non-stop crying, and dissatisfaction. Then when on to say "has your son go through it? I looked puzzled, and asked her, gone through what?" She said that bad teething stage , where all their molars are starting to rupture and they get so uncomfortable, and easily annoyed, there is no making them happy." I told her that I didn't think he was going through that because he has been so calm, and relax, that I hadn't notice. And , sure enough all that she had mention to me , I am currently experiencing. I know that this will pass and that with some time and patience it will be like he never went through this. I love my boys they mean the world to me , and all I ever want is to see them smile and laugh so hard, and give me lots of kisses... As a parent it's tough watching my little guys go through these minor transitions...For now , I'm going to try to make the best of it, because I know that later I will , nag about when they where young , and this and that... Making memories last a life time, and along with them we have a transition that we as a family go through.............