I've been gone

I have taken sometime . Which seems like random time but time to reflect . There is so much crap and other things going on . I've seem to lost track of time .  All I can say is that maybe I just need to be more focused on what's going on now then , everything else . I care too much , I'm guilty . But I'm starting to realize its in vain .   With this baby coming , I have to just check my surroundings so that my harmones become stable. Being a mom isn't always easy , but it's fun . So cheers to a new start this month .