I have so many things to decide in the upcoming weeks of school. Why ? simply because , I'm leaning toward homeschooling my oldest this year. Even though the school is alright I'm not a fan of the school system . I had a bad experiences growing up , and the reality is that the state and the entire nation is less and less involved or doesn't even care for the the educational system. There are so many thoughts that I keep replaying in my head. Not only that , with the crazy elementary school shootings that have happened in the past I worry every time I leave my child. My stomach is literally in knots when I leave my child. As a parent I shouldn't have to feel like this , I should feel confident leaving him and knowing hes going to be OK.
Maybe I'm mistaken by my intuition , paranoid , but I think It's normal really .
I have heard of so many stories of parents with five even six kids who have been home schooled all their lives and really are at a higher level then the children in the school system.
With time passing , I'm feeling the heat of whats best ... I know what I want , but in some way my family thinks it's the wrong thing too do.
so confused........................
xo-yess
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