Occupied Mind

I've been so busy with school it's crazy. Mid-terms, quizzes, photo-shoots and yet it seems that nothing is getting  done. I've been having some major overwhelming feelings that it's kind of  driving me crazy.  I am enjoying it, but it's somewhat becoming a learning process. It almost seems as if this my first year in college , and I am running around in circles and can't stop.  The upside to this topsy turvy dilemma is that I have  very little time to think.  What does that mean? Well , for the past couple of years I've always had  so much time to think.( at night)  That even watching TV wasn't enough. I'd think about my future, my past and what I would've done differently and my present what can I fix. The shit that people  have put me through and the hard feelings I've been having over some crap that has been going on. All of this  ate me alive and crumbled me into a million pieces no lie. And now with so much to do all that just seems a blur. I guess it's a good thing.  My brain and heart are at peace when it comes to those types of things. Being busy has been a plus . Then there is the downside , I'm hardly getting any sleep time or us time (meaning Alex).  I've come to  figure out that with everything comes a sacrifice , we can't have it all.  Right?